Blue

I'm a red
A crimson so bright,
But little red riding hood,
Met a wolf,
And so did I

Blue,
The colour of the sky
And of the seas,
And though I might wear red,

My heart yearns for the blue....
A blue like the sea or,
Like Dumbledore's crystal clear blue eyes,



Sigh, Red,
That which of colour that screams DANGER
Isn't so dangerous at all....

( my wolf, referring to an incident i would rather  not speak of , the blue, well, I dont even know him............ )

Searching for a definition of me.

In the past, when I was a little kid, at 13 years of age, I would take blogging as a means to vent, to just take all the frustration I had as a short, bespectacled geeky-looking thing. Back then, my blog post was full of  anger and frustratons,

sigh

r u happy now?

u make my life lyk this

soooooooooooooooooooooooo terrrible

Haha, the me back then was just discovering sms language so I wrote everything that way.......

And here ...... Another post I'm laughing my pants [ or whatever it is off ] .....

the kiwi chronicles

Friday, September 17, 2004

10 things worth being happy about

10THINGS I M SO HAPPY ABOUT

1. can now recognize the alternate angle , corresponding angle in the triangle
2. maths seems so much easier
3. zhi wei is MY lil' brother now
4. science ;mr dennis teo is pretty happy wirh me
5. homework is much easier to do
6. i like school more and more
7. life is so much better
8. maths is also much easier
9. i m contented
10. i m HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

posted by `emily @

Haha, time sure flies, back then simplicity was going to school, studying and such.......... And I am now 20 years old, but it all feels like yesterday, I lost my password to my earlier blog, and so it stays, lurking in the dark depths of cyber space.............

I had to pause a while, before I started blogging once more, now it's 2007, a time of trials and tribulations, and I wrote several funny pieces of stuff that I still think a lot on.......

Wednesday, 25 April 2007

forgetting you, the ever so cute panda bear.

Heart! We will forget him!

Heart! We will forget him!
You and I tonight.
You may forget the warmth he gave.
I will forget the light.
When you have done
Pray, tell me that I may straight begin!
Hast! Lest while you're lagging
I remember him.

Emily Dickinson

Heck, i can't forget him, but i'll try to
Shafiq, that's the everlasting regret

There, my secondary school crush...... He looks like a Twilight character now but I don't like him or Twilight much, so yeah, it's all in the past..... 

And I was reminded that in 2007 mid term, I had my maternal grandmother in my bedroom, she was at that point in time, pretty mobile, and able to move around with the help of her crutches, so yea, I began to take care of her, and at the same time, I falen in love with Getbackers, a japanese manga and anime..... I guess you could say that my only way to de-stress was by buying manga..... Another post from my 2nd blog.....

Saturday, 28 April 2007

Of Old Ladies and Urine Smells

EEK, My hands still smells like Granny's urine, she, who have urinated on the ground, several times this week already, just did that like fifteen minutes ago.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All this urine-wiping, diaper-wearing stuff sucks.

I'm going to negotiate to have my Get backers comics returned, well, I'm damn fed up with no place to pour my frustrations at.

except here of course

And..... at that time, I remember having about 19 copies of getbackers..... Yeah, I'm crazy, sorta
And a rare piece of poetry

Journey of a thousand miles, and it all starts here.......

My life,
It may be a life,
Full of hardships,
But I believe that,
If I hold on,
Knowing that I will come out,
Stronger than before,
Everything would have been worth it.

Denley, Jun Xian, and other soothsayers ,
They are just some passing pedestrians,

Because, knowing,that my journey,
Have finally started........

posted by Sakura Spring at 08:51

And another ......

Thursday, 26 July 2007

Behind the handsome exterior,
There lies a monstrous form,
Their eyes, watching my every move,
Their mouths,
The dangerous weapon,

Their words,
Vile and poisonous,
Your every movement,
Is being watched, by them,
If you could witness their evil deeds,
and hear their acerbic comments,
You will understand how
It all feels like,

Both posts above was about bullying and all the effects it had on me .....* shudders *

Be back soon to finish this post, cos it's emotionally draining on me